Not understanding the ways of God has caused some to reject him. As Christians, there are some applicable things we can do to feed our faith. It's OK not to understand everything or be able to explain every detail of a perfect God because it doesn't take away from facts or truth.

Luke 2:41-52
‭‭Matthew‬ ‭17‬:‭20‬ ‭
John 13
John 16:16-33
Proverbs 3:5,6
John‬ ‭8‬:‭31‬,‭32 ‭‭
Philippians‬ ‭4‬:‭4‬-‭9
1 John 4:9,10