Don't let your faults define you. Don't try to justify your wrongs. Instead of acting like your negative behaviors, responses, and choices don't exist, be aware of how they can be silently killing you. This doesn't have to be the case and should NOT happen to any follower of Christ no matter how bad or ugly the crime or offense was. There is a compelling reason we can thrive as Christians despite our failures, traumas, and appalling actions, and it starts with our God and Savior.
2 Samuel 12
2 Corinthians 5:17-19